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Sunday, April 26, 2009

fun times

What is this
choral led bliss
reggae music dance beat
lean back and do your bit
friends and laughter abound
pure smiles and pure hearts are revealed
and when much is given much is received
And when words fail you,
in that fantastic dance called life
lean back and do your beat .

Friday, April 24, 2009

collective

"I" is a collective :except in those instances when you recognize it as otherwise. only u will recognize when I means 'Me'.It's not semantics it's not pedantic .Its a human thing , all else is illusion.
'trust UR gut' should be the bumper sticker on all earth.
The things we have been taught to hate about ourselves.
The natural I
We Express an alien disgust
At what is most pleasurable to the most high
And in a self hate a potted plant is called Satan
We are more than that.
A bridge .
More than a slaved soul
More than Satan or an Obedient servant
I'N’I is the greatest .
Without godhood, We strive and fight
Without foreknowledge, We seek and explore
Without brutality, We reward
And share
And give hard earned bounty .
We claim no honor or obeisance except by our own virtue
We are no better than those who follow us.
We forgive their trespass as they forgive ours.

My kingdom is theirs. Their temptations devil me too.
And the heavens above are our arms raised, carrying all our hopes.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

all that i am

I will give you
Whatever you want
To be great
To be truth
To be power unbridled
yet

Always I seek to be man

Man is all I will ever know till beyond

Its been called a third world disease .. I will kill you gladly for that alone

do you remember

hallo there
I was with you there when you didn’t care
I was with you there when you cursed at the air
When you swore you would tear it all down
I swore too

For we knew no grief to mourn.
But In joy! we danced ,we danced like, like ….

We danced the seasons along and the tides into shore, we danced over sunrise and starfields of yore

Then we laughed and laughed till the skies lit up.
Till crackling thrilling thunder cracked a rib

Yes I do remember
It’s just that .. no one else does ,but me

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

I am reading this book “this hideous strength’
After every other word, and every other page I feel weary yet I am not drunk
My muscles feel weak and my blood burns like acid yet I have not been a thrall.
These sentries and entities occupy too much of my time
What I have seen can never be told in time. And uncaptured they leave entrails of myth and mystery, best described by blatant lie.

Should a liar ever tell a tale that matches the truth? What becomes of the Liar?

Melancholy me, I am engulfed by waifs and scarlet desires.
Demons and tortures
Awake, tired but not spent
Full of will but no desire,
In chaos implicit the galactic pageantry is explicit
In the distance a sun rises, flame and fire uncontrolled but within its realm is a content child. .my sun is not this way, it hurts me and drains and no one can see. I burn most fiercely not for joy but as the driest wood under a spark from forgotten meals, and unneeded.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Air

earth, water, fire and stone .Air

rivers flow and suns shine
Gilded clouds lie beyond our reach
and everywhere there is air

At each turn
every shrug and shake
each half smile completed by another
each downward look and upward smile
the anger that lasts but for a while.
in between there is air


when clouds dance to my muse
and raindrops give rainbows when i please
thank goodness i dont have to wonder
and in glory be lost for light
In this magickal madness
for there is air

> --
Without you here nothing ever happened.
Without your eyes nothing was ever seen.
Without your presence nothing ever happens, and when you blink everything is destroyed

without your embrace nothing was ever held.
without your laughter no one was ever happy
without your song no one ever danced
and if you leave me, I am lost
and if you leave- well-
if you leave.......

Friday, April 10, 2009

beggar

That I do not believe sets a subtle weave. It discerns and burns all hope

Away from these bones

I deny the grace of God on my flesh

I turn away, surrender to the daily grind

Though it hurts to walk alone

And at times I wonder if I must

So I reach out and beg

And realize these alms will not suffice