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Friday, May 28, 2010

to my dark

thank you for my fear, My Dark.
the Gut clenching terror
the sweats and the fear

the need to exceed
the need to Be
The screams in the night
Thank you

It's why I woke up
to a brand new day
In spite of my scars
I AM this brand new day
Living in a brand new way

So ..thank you and begone

My beloved demon
Begone..
till
I need to remember once again
What it is to be

why this is this
why one is one ,and is followed by Two

why our laughter so often demands a tale of tears
why ... you know..?

no more whys



Kiss the skies


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On demons;

we make them
we create them
we live them
they are us
the inhibitions and the confusions
self denial
self deceit

Ignorance and the darkest shadows of belief

what we deny ourselves
each day
each moment
each hour
we bleed through hate and selfishness
bitterness and fear
when we do not love , accept or BE
we are nothing but demons

look;The sea

I have swam the oceans .
tasted the seas
been dashed against the rocks
and come out crying with joy
I am
bloody and not bested.happy to have been tested
I am
crowing from the highest peak within my soul
I am
egotistic , limited
flesh and blood...Damn ! This is one hell of a ride.

Friday, May 21, 2010

I am so scared .
I have never Been
So
I begin
Birthed through narrow, virginal options
a new soul is born

this is why u r here .
touch ,feel, laugh, smile ,BE


Fight and feel,expand and be.
Abandon all lies and then leave
We truly are the Zero. The snake eating its own tail..Caduceus ,infinity
The UnI'verse.The Word
observed

..for the record.I know this sounds crazy.
As Crazy as u live UR Life

what are your reasons for being?

Karma;The wheel/
peer pressure?
parental approval??

are you seeking the Divine
answers to the question that your birth asked?
your"destiny'?

-These are all within.
Look beyond.Above ....Really?
Fuck that
Be.


in every moment lived we are transcendent
We create the Universe we want to live in
Our fears bind us
.Our Desires re-create us
Every thing we think ,feel and want..Happens. Every day of our lives


Paradaizo, Is an Island of self intent it is the walled world .
The limited vision.
The splendour magnified by myopic visions and telescoped divisions.Duality envisioned.

Believing is a a curse.

Knowing this is a lonely gift.

Everything you want to be ,feel, is here , now .You are ..
JUST BE

There is no higher purpose than this moment.No other reason than now.
This is hard,and real!!
No god but Thee
No one else but the Way that you choose
a wave in an infinite sea

Bob Marley..Don't go Living thru ur past , Don't ask me why, Things are not what the used to be ;)

ME ; There Is nothing to be learned from History except bondage.! Now is the only point .
If you want to be free be Now
Yesterday is the greatest lie
ever sold\
shed your clothes .Shed your Guilt shed your Hate . And Shed your Assumptions
Wake up to a new dawn
And live this life with innocence
Anew
be real!


There is no Truth without authentic experience.or experience without truth

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

It's weird to realise what we mean , how we are being
It's a twist to know your mind while it's minding
Why blue is blue and a smile is a smile

It's a crazy feeling to know why you are living and why it always feels like an Ending. ....Unending
That WHAT you are is WHO you are.

And WHERE you are is WHAT you are.

Those who know, barely live and want it.
Those who don't know live fully and love it.
Those who have never known reach out with demonic tail ,Take it.

Those who have known reach out with angelic wings ,Embrace it.


And We, who are all .
Well, we are ..ALL.

the breeze
the void
the empty cup
the waterfall
the sky
the river
the dragonfly
the ripples in the pool
Life
exactly as it is

me . us . we . this .

response to:leonine "

like Keanu said :Wo


your heathen tongue couches godlike forms
heavy beats like meteor storms
lighting up the sky with wondrous flames of departure
i,m laughing while I write this
'coz somehow like a catalyst
you will make this world more than it means
my boundless brother
my clearest mirror
my highest love
my brightest joy
welcome to my universe
and see what i am
and right next to me .
spy what I spy
another universe
another me




20 seconds ago these words did not exist

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Self Knowledge it seems ,Is not a mere matter of topology.
It requires an intimacy that is beyond words."The Map Is Not the Place"
self Knowledge requires an intimacy .where "I Am" becomes "IS'
Self knowledge is innocence
self knowledge is a state of grace
Self Knowledge is your universe as you choose to percieve it.
a pre-concious ,untainted ID
We are inhabiting the universe and the choices we create

we are all of us the manifest experience of Deity
But to be this union of I and Me.

A universe of all that I love, hate and want to be .
A place of discovery
A place of me.
Selfish .
Selfless.
Forgiving.
Unforgiven.
A cruel Joy called Life!

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

i love this life

it is so beautiful , so amazing .
this creation and existence . this choice of BEING
TO FEEL SEE AND HAVE BEEN , . HERE NOW . LIKE THIS . RIGHT NOW .
TO LIVE WITHIN YOUR SOUL
. TO TOUCH HEAVEN AND CREATE HELL

THE BIG BANG
THE LIGHT
WE ARE , YOU ARE
I .Am .Me

we are all of us ME

expressing ourselves in space time .
what cannot be contained within we manifest

for all we see is our souls
our darkness
Our light

For the stars we see in our darkest night
We are.
painted in heavy brush strokes
Our pain
Our Sorrows
Our Joys
the majesty of us
The Universe

Monday, May 10, 2010

Monday, May 3, 2010

whats out there is in you
and what is within you is out there
everything

Sunday, May 2, 2010

you are here

This thunder
this free fall action
The precious life ,death and love of
everything we dream


What we will not face within ourselves .
we will find before us.
everything that we resist . will show itself in our lives . we may love it but we can never ever leave it.
what is within you will always manifest. your wonders and curiosities will always be revealed in the universe you exist in .
Do not despair at your demons taunts . but realise they are simply your challenges in this life .
they are not against you .
and when angels sing . dont settle . they are You seeking rest.
Every desire you have gifted within you. You will manifest in this universe
because your existence, (the only reason that you are .) is the most selfish yet soulfully and self giving experience we yet know how to Be.( even angels and demons have their existence within us)

You as a personality . ...exist within Ur soul .
. your spirit is not inside you but rather u live within it and your soul.Everything you see is an expression of your soul . you are just one aspect. it's all a mutual engagement and experience . full spectrum . from Gods to microbes ,they are within Us..words fail when you realise that the "Other" and "I" are the one same being
we are all all of us ONE