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Saturday, August 28, 2010

a revelation

yet in  even in the mist we commonly touch even when  we  misunderstand we whirl and dance with careful joy.

this is the way it shoud be . this difference that we call respect
And we should all call it love.

do not ignore
that each of us is a burning star
each with a unique signature
the clashing of which creates true passion
born of the true love which is the curious want
To be more: so when our ways pass ,in giving ,we are not subtracted but in love itself magnified

Remember; All passion is born of love, Hate, Anger, Fear ,Desire,Jealousy , despair .

It is the power that regardles of Reason drives the engines of the creation and gives hope to the uncreate

this is the story of man

the androgynous . Nous

the true Id

NOW WAIT TILL YOU LIVE THE LIFE OF SUNS IN THE WHIRLING AND VIOLENT VOID

Indeed and in deed we have just begun. from anothers soul to mine

when i am nought but dust and foam

worry not

for when we both call fo one more embrace . i will be born to one of your own



but right now

realise

that all this that you see is the miracle of you .

your desires and challenges

Say: it is a mirror of my soul

my nightmares and dreams

my journeys and what i really don't know how to see

these open wounds

this resistance is my level of veracity not impurities

not as judgement but as choice

at this moment in time i have chosen to question my fundamental beliefs and motifs of being

However i look at  it, seems i keep walking the same path with different masks .. and now? t

I am glad to be real

no more masks

no more begging to be anything but

my love .  all love unconditional

and its gaze wont waver for my sight is clear

i see 

and quest for my truth . for that which is yours is mine is yours  or we would never have chosen to share .This.

let go of ego

let go of guilt

let go of ambition

be true and be You

nothing is harder but yet no thing is else is ...

i /us

here/now

open your eyes

it is your freedom

dance like a dervish

move  take  wing  and rise 

we are the ones we have been waiting for

the ones they spoke of yore

In this moment we must delight

in your majesty lies our humility, our HUMANITY

revel in your excellence .

most righteous of beings

the most pure , for there has been no sin till you named it

no fear till shadows crossed into your memory and the light was hid

....and now what a feeling . this crazy electric feeling .This thrumming in my veins my bones my skull. This electric rent in real.  where my senses touch the fabric reels.
peace god

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

It Is "All" One with "me"

There is no loss in  what you choose just experience that you prefer

There is no exchange between the all and the bound

The true I sees all at once and dwells in all at once .

Don't fret or search , You are already the All. Do not let the separated and fear based self allow itself to feel inferior and need to be enlightened, Just inform it that it dwells in the infinity and  that it will always and in "all ways " be welcome within it in any capacity in any way. It is not a contest. Selves are a part of, but never 'apart' from the whole .

Whenever you gaze into the infinity do not fear the awe that you feel. Do not see your 'self' as one not belonging in the all.Do not think that you, you joining and bathing in its unfathomable depths  will mean the loss of the 'Self' the 'you/me'  that has been all that you have known till now.
Do not see this expanse as death.
Each and All is equally existant and to one is granted the infinite joyful exploration and the other offers the wondrous expanse of infinities for the selfsame exploration yet all are one .

...it may be that the problem is not  ego per se. It is that we have settled for and identified ourself with  weak and puny form of our true self .An ego with a little 'e' instead of the capital 'E'go. A diminished and damaged ego . that owns its limitations and holds on to its sickness with a fierce and perverse identification.
Ego should expand grow be strong be proud be big and glorious as it is a glorious being . self assured .powerfully present .Brimming with love and assured-ness and boundless curiosity . willing to dare all .Curious and fear free. Free to explore . To Be . The true And One I.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

powder blue clouds

I saw a blue cloud peeping shyly through dark storm clouds



with sun silvered ruffles it slowly pushed through and in a powder blue cotton puff push it caught my eye


i don't know how or why but it gave me a certain high


a pleasant buzz like from gentle dreams barely remembered at dawn


or the feel of still lurking warmth on the pillow next to your head


chocolate cocoa


and the softest of warm breaths


the long missed friends and the treasured memories


and a soft barefoot tread


.....so i called friend

A Friend

friends , fickle friends


reluctant when there is need

sniggering when you bleed

listening to your pleas with barely hidden glee

and greed

Strong friends

Bright and true

to your aid unbidden

in their smile nothing is hidden

and in wounds shared

and breast bared

the very tempest they dare

true souls run true

false souls yield bitter and sour fruits

let us true friends let our laughter ring like the clearest bell

our joys flow like the sweetest waters

and our sorrows they will make the poets weep

at the depth and breadth of the unveiled self

the spirit of friends dear and true