here And now

I found the place .



the hidden ,the edge


The place from which I peek


I call it Here.


This place from which I see


I call it Now


The place from which shamans speak

The cliff edge of my castle

the hallowed limits of my cage


it demands that


I do not speak of you anymore


you makers of dust


planners of vanishing acts


I speak of and to  the speechless


the silent unspeaking witness

The one we  share in our dream

the one on whose infinite shores we break

from whose unimaginable depths we flow

revelation space 


its the moment when all illusions are shattered 
And your heart is laid bare
  When all you ever wanted becomes like ashes 
And the ground shakes beneath you 
      and the walls of your house fall
When grimy tear streaked and trembling you emerge 
from the rubble .and ,,
    the most beautiful sky shows

the bright and the  blue 
the warm breeze
the place that was always your home 
shrugged off its  flea ego
that stuff that blocked the sun


and what you thought was your  last breath 
is  become your  first breathe





welcome eternal child

hate fear pain
take break gain
deserve
demand
refrain
of these ingredients
a whirlwind of a demon is made

blessed be

        blessed be

its what was said 

when  times seemed rough and the gods were unkind

       blessed be 

is what they said 

when a task that seemed impossible

was 

   when the child was born

        

                    when the  loved ones you had failed and were born away

when you sneezed 

when you met a true friend indeed

  when you were well met on your travels

when your enemy was civil and respected you enough 

to stop cursing you

          when the sun rose all golden and blurry 

when it stormed with startling fury

 blessed be

well it seems to me 

that this life

all of it 

is 

BLESSED BE