I just realized how much of my identity is about about absence, and the walls I put up..

Let me rephrase
Alot I f my identity WAS.. About walls
An absence of self..WAS ,"myself"

I have spent a whole chunk of m u existence supporting and enabling my fears. And unconditional love has allowed this.

Now thati finally see, I am left speechless at the gift that love is.

Love is the nature of existence, it is the meaning of life. Trite but true, it is the energy that gives endlessly and unconditionally

I am giving my love to you all
It is all I have
It is all I am
And I love you


I have searched , sought and struggled
I have sought meaning and reason.
I Have made deals with devils
 Have betrayed my angels seeking
And I love you


I have sought substance
Looked for purpose
Found and lost religion
Questioned God


At the end of the day
All we are is love
The love we give
the love we receive
The love we feel
The love we share

And I.Love.You