that we are is a great desire

touching that which...



that we hate and anger . that angels fall and are abundant
that men and women become gods and light

I have never lived ...till now
never ever lived ...till now
never known
till now
in this ever born moment .This now .
I was never here and never heard .
Till i made this choice and path
neither were you

never said hallo till I was born
and now I tear down all i have ever seen
for the joy to that I have ever been


these words i type ,single fingered and inept

never taught and never dreamed .


.We are All of us .Gods child and First event

sorry

I am sorry for the destruction I bring
the destruction
of you
of us ..it is time

but thank you
for the world your life brings
the existence and bee stings

your universe is amazing
your desires are blazing.Nova
and i am become dust
of heaven
the dark matter that is between now and next

looking forward into the lights that corridor my life.
where my laughter lies and my bay ego plays .This embed ignorance.

fleshly light ?
A view from a skull cave

or maybe the the blood filled
heaves, pumps and sighs

that which gasps and pants
yet which opens its eyes to view sunset and sunrise
. dreams come alive
walk in desire
hmm



(i really have no idea where this all came from.normaly i delete but .... this disturbs me so much i will keep it)

a few days ago i met my demons
I said hallo .They said goodbye
when I asked why
they said their work is done
for i am One

the meaning of life

we are all of us fallen angels
and if you feel this you are the genuine article
i.e you are so so screwed up that this is gonna be the ride of your
welcome to the universe


"We"(?) decided that the most extraordinary experience would be to strip ourselves of .. whatever we are(language was not made to bear the burden of who we truly are , but rather to define and engineer this new form of existence.)

all of "We"(?)exceeded our expectations

none of us ("We"(?)) had ever been in these depths before.
this limitation
this sharp cut of desire . these pangs of need
this astounding hunger
the cruel exuberance of ...of..."being"
where one was not all. and all was not one
where Ecstasy is not a right but a need
And things can "NOT" be

where there are endings
and beginnings
O' the joy of birth. and the pain of labour;
To feel'Wind(?)'


then to our chagrined astonishment realised .
we already were

everywhere i look I see the gift that has been given to me
all i hear is this music. New life with open eyes
I am and we are .And everything that we are IS
dancing to this harmony
and to this joyous blinding shards of light.

everything happens in the spaces inbetween
that dark matter
the breath between realities
when we reach for the next note
the next beat
completing this harmony
vibrant

leonine words

Spitting fire
like a cobra elevated
rooted in earth with its head in the heavens
blinding the seers with its venom
and giving sweet dark to the seekers
your swaying weaves the polarities into a single stream
revealing new dreams of old Eden
ouroboros

joy

we are standing ovations to creation!

We are all of us alive . our brains have logic and reason which gives us endless ways of self denial and deceit . we are all of us Loki. dreamers .Creators , Magus. Weavers of dreams and magic. If this is too loaded , close your eyes and go on.

Our playful imagination is our greatest joy .We create infinities of existence . Time and space are our toys .
We have so much fun that we forget we have created sentient vehicles for our joys.
Then waking from solitary egos realise ,there is only the infinity of singularity;
0.99999999999999999999999999999

We are all of us.. One

the map is not the place

Truth echoes in silence ,
Arise silent one and speak.
Unspeak in the bright dark of that which is not Mind

message

Imagine this
From the day you were born, everything you have been told is a lie. Whether intentional or not is not the point.

Suddenly you find out the truth and everything falls into place.
Reality has not changed. You have.

Everything already exists.
Everything you could possibly imagine exists.
Every wonder and every terror you could possibly imagine. Exists.
Your every fear and every joy. All your sorrows and songs . Exist.
Every creed. Every God. every method of being. Exists
Every heaven and every hell. Exists.

Who you are is your path through the infinities of existence.
Who you are is Eternal.

Who you are is the tremendous love that breeds life in its variety.
Who you are is everything that YOU touch, live and experience.
Who you are is the entire universe that love through mind embraces.

Gift your self this day ,the most wondrous reality you can imagine.

(like one of us said: "that which lives never dies . and that which dies never truly lived." )