sorry

I am sorry for the destruction I bring
the destruction
of you
of us ..it is time

but thank you
for the world your life brings
the existence and bee stings

your universe is amazing
your desires are blazing.Nova
and i am become dust
of heaven
the dark matter that is between now and next

looking forward into the lights that corridor my life.
where my laughter lies and my bay ego plays .This embed ignorance.

fleshly light ?
A view from a skull cave

or maybe the the blood filled
heaves, pumps and sighs

that which gasps and pants
yet which opens its eyes to view sunset and sunrise
. dreams come alive
walk in desire
hmm



(i really have no idea where this all came from.normaly i delete but .... this disturbs me so much i will keep it)