welcome

In each moment you create a new cosmos.
in every moment the joyful ecstasy of life takes wing through you
you create and give birth to new universes of Meaning
yet you are ..you.
take a minute
take a bow
hear the applause and be welcomed to the galactic center
the celestial bestiary that was your prison was merely your womb
and the pains that birthed you are far and gone

prayer

when you awake and before you sleep . let your spirit whisper to your soul these words.
you are a child of the universe.you are the beloved , you are the light that sees.

I am the Universe .
I am the beloved
I am the light that Sees

the good shepherd? Or Jah within

I was listening to reggae the other day.
To me reggae has always been the more mellow side of spiritual and social anarchy.
A kind of benevolent and bloodless revolution of the soul. where the greatest,the all, the I'n'I was represented in his most joyous form as the Free Man. It was and is to me an attempt to redeem the primacy and supremacy of mans soul.
Much like Rock was the scream of revolution of the tamed and trapped soul. Reggae was and has been to me the embrace of that freedom. In dance, song and the embrace of all that came within its arms accepting livity in all movement.
....So i was listening ..
then Luciano came on.A song about the good shepherd ,after which was a song By Buju Banton and Morgan Heritage "the 25th Psalm' and a whole bunch of other melodic jams , celebrating submission and bowing down and all that crap. suddenly we are on our knees again.How!!? WTF!

I saw an encroaching seduction,.An infiltration(?.)pollution(?.) A troubling of the waters. A dark embrace from the current accepted false christ creed ...The anti christ. The pseudo christian religion that has captured; leaving no prisoners a greater part of the lands of this earth.
The True Christ is about a freed mind, body and soul echoing and reflecting the eternal spirit. True Eidolon.
The only edict given us is the chance to do the same to those who are in need .Free them of mental bondage (.."none but ourselves can free our minds"-) heal their souls ,elevate their minds . forgive them the debt of the days lived in ignorance of their divine spirit.

One of these days I will have to explain myself.
Why I think what I think.
Why I say what i say and act the way I act.
I hope whoever is tasked with this is honest enough to allow the same to be asked of them.
We are conceived in Ecstasy. birthed in pain and loved dearly.
What does this mean, ultimately nothing.
Nothing that is, till we give it meaning.
We are the purveyor of meaning and purpose in this brief fleshly existence.
We are the creators of purpose, joy, heaven, paradise or hell. As we wish
as children of passion.
Our birthright demands we live passionate lives full of fire. Vim and vigour.
But something happens doesn't it. Something takes this treasure from us.
C,mon. We are all grown folks .I,m sure we can figure it out.
Perception is reality after all.
We believed a lie
and enslaved generations
Now our own guilt and shame imprison us .And our pride holds the key
We rule our self created hell.
We call our redemption paradise. Paradise!? C'mon; Paradaizo?? its right there in the word we use . a walled place.
We have placed ourselves in servitude
and we engage in brutal competition to be the best servant.
come on!
You have eyes but do not see. You have ears but do not hear.
Sons of god yet living as children of serpents and dogs
Looking up instead of looking within.
Soon we will have to explain ourselves
Expitiate our guilt
and finally forgive ourselves

what is it to have done the unthinkable
what may not be undone./
shake your complacency out of your skull caves
you are more than this wind whipped quantum vortex
we are galactic centers
exuberant angels of the infinite
dancing dervish of this that we call 'IS'
daemons of this dance
Aeons of the ages
tap danced in karmic beats
arms raised in elightened joys
the ecstacy of virgin souls
the terror of tarnished ghouls
this terrible joy ..Of ..of being
to feel, to touch, to see, to wonder
this final act
this show
the mystery
the wonder
welcome to the carnival of life

I opened my eyes
but you flinched
what was it you saw , what was it that disturbed you
made you blink
what made your eyes wish they could not see
what sound was it that you'd rather have not heard
what touch is it that was better unfelt
you flinched
when i opened my eyes you blinked
when i reached towards truth you back AWAY
now that I am here you run away

though I flinch
I wont blink

I now realise that for the longest time . I did not know who I am(Are)?

my motivations are scripted
my desires: well defined
my personality,a given

For the longest time I have been adrift in a sea of givens , Assumptions
I am rarely me
living as a response
a given
an accepted answer
nothing new here
move along ,move along.

How often do you sacrifice the divine, just to be accepted
how often have I denied what calls to me just to be accepted
accepted by equally lost souls

how often have I sacrificed "me " to be "US"
or sacrificed "us" to be "ME"
whence the distinction

but Now I Know
now I must
Now u should know too


we are who we are because we are who we are
where you are is who you are
and everything you see is you

accept this and move on

I am walking off a cliff
Free fall
Terribly terrified
yet free
I hope I never land
because i do not know what to do

My family has been my all
Now What?!



to the dark side of me i say
thnx for the energy
the fear
and the terrible joy;
the acid pulse in my veins

the road

Dear Friend,
These are the traps that await you. the deceptions laid in your path.

-Belief .Gods.Dogma.
-That in absence of knowledge , blind faith is a virtue
-That anyone can dictate to you without evidences evident to your own soul being.
-That there is a higher power greater than your own conscience and truthful love to guide your journey
-That there are mysteries beyond you .
-That in your earnest desire to do good you can commit evil
-That consequences negate intentions
-That you are naturally corrupt
-That you need salvation
-That doctrine and dogma are the true way
-That anything is higher than your own conscience,curiosity and divinity
-That your destiny exists in anything other than your choice of life
-That death is a punishment and not a transition
-That the body is All that you are
-That love is derivative or emergent
-That existence is negotiable .U Are-period.
-That your voice does not deserve to be heard and you are unworthy.
-That sacrifice pays for Heaven(..see above)
-That karma is the fabric of reality.
-That self denial gains you greater riches in ..'afterlife?"Heaven?" thus reducing your most selfless and true acts into selfish act equivalent to earning "air miles" kind of deal
-That you need an "other' to save you
-That obedience trumps self determination
-That the ego is all you are
-That you need to follow a creed to be enlightened
-That you are prone to evil.
-That you owe anyone or any being anything

be good ,Be true (to yourself) be love.
do not fear death but fear the unliving , the undead . the zombies whose waking hours are spent in service to hidden powers and principalities , whose dreams and passions are siphoned off by those who would exploit humanity as a resource; who use the human souls as so much kindling , devouring and perverting truth in terrible endeavours . Blasphemers against your holy spirit.
the light that shines within.
Be the Light
If you read this . it is time .

reflection

the question of ego. the amplifier
the fractally irreducible
the realest of the unreal numbers
the
most real of religions
the most binding of prisons
the most demanding of masters ,
controller of visions
perceptions and Horizons
its not why you are here


but thinks it is

cursed is a blessing

Duality , thou art a cursed gift
in thy torments we are born
in our indecision torn
we long
always twisted and turned
blessed by the very joys that terrify
comforted by the very womb that spits us out
recreated in the image we worship

our own Child

the barrier of light, with a splash of gin:)

this night i am
capturing shards of light
where time is stilled
and joy distilled
sunsets and the glint of a lovers lips
the moon off the rippling seas
the touch of a lovers thighs
the warm breath of the sighs

and their sighs are reflected....
the reflection of ...
< i think i put these words in my trek mark drafts.....either way
we are ...more _fun that is to come
i love this life>
..........
there is a great barrier in this baryonic u'verse
one that is defined by the particular limits that define its place in time
hence we have all these different vocabularies of touch and realization

as ..man -current exhibition, we have given ourselves an existence that is a supreme realization
we are the zero point the nexus of universal creation
and right know we have d3veloped ways to collect this exhibition of hubris and Majesty.
we see , we hear , we touch , we feel, we sing ,we move, we dance we breathe.we believe
we analyse , we perceive
we know,

yet we in each of these states are not all;
so close to the infinite is'nes but to describe it in all its 'awe full" and terrific experience requires an explosive experience
where each and all of us are explosive , all existent shards of light
transfinite
and infinite
and as man we actually can catch the current of finity
surf the waves of probability
be in an instant
(that instant which crates all else)
the hyp3r fluid
all that is soul, light and the entirety of existence beyond form and recollection. the ever now that stays always birthing the ever all. where language breaks down where all that is is a sensuous birthing of infinities.In each inhaled choice ,time like , space like
infinities birthing infinities till....i don't even know if the event horizon can be breached
if this love can ever end
but right now I am these captured shards of light.
an intense live event
that is all and one of.................................speech breaks down. no wonder Koans!?:)





a glittering gem
made from emerald morning light caught in mid stream.from verdant forest bows
sparkling child's laughter and twinkling eyes
the sparks between lustful eyes and a Serengeti sunset

imagine light captured and fluid.
each treasured and passionate moment captured in its highest fire and luminescence

birthday candles right before the wish.
the morning dew or the streetlights in the the Storm washed pavements
when the moon wins your sight
when flashlights blind you and your loved ones go to the sleep


a glittering gem
of fluid shards of light

a bonfire flickering right before you
.
Nova

the south beach bird

mazee today i saw the coolest thing
there was this bird flying over the sea

(yes. a blue green emerald ocean over white sands that shone almost blindingly into my eyes . but warmed my feet like flesh wombs...yah grainy though, but its just poetry , yes it may not work, but you get the point.. if not get a pint.)

where was I..
the bird was swift and white like a Sparrow. Graceful and proud like a Seagull
then for a while , amazingly , miraculously ,it stopped.
mid air
wings flapping madly
but unmoving
against all odds
against
all the earths currents and winds;
It stood still
flapping and flapping and flapping
all else ,Cloud and Sun alike moved.
But the little bird stayed put
I was amazed . shocked . In awe
watching the bird brace its will and flesh against all.

It then did something even more amazing-
it spread its wings
caught the wind and majestically glided high.and high.and high
no wings beating
but effortlessly and (it seemed,magickally)
the bird just soared .
No longer resisting . it surfed the sky