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there are no answers.
No questions.
No meanings
no puzzles
Just distractions and distortions
we are all trying to get back to ourselves
which by condition of being is so obscured
wondering a maze
of nothing but our forgotten selves
fragments in time and space
lines and angles
degrees and distance
All the colours of illusion

So...

On the NWO (the new world order)

Its already here , has been for a while in fact

On the Final Battle

the revelation

Its been going on for a while now . wake up

On the drawing of the lines ; the rapture, the awakening..

Its ongoing right now .

You must learn to see

learn to be aware

recant those false beliefs that allow you narcotic oblivion

The sweet opiate of denial

STOP refusing to acknowledge the death, destruction and suffering that IS JUST BUSINESS AS USUAL

Must it happen to your own flesh and blood for you to feel??

And does this not speak to the severity of your sickness

This dark apathy

This Comic release that should really be your despair?

There is a light within you that allows you to bear much , endure much

and still care enough about your soul to shield you from that final pain.

But this light can be so much more

It can make you and everything whole.

Love is not weak . It demands. It wills .It Grows.

It is of Light and is light,It is of truth and born of it

It is knowledge and grows through it .

It is not an emotion but through it all is felt. Felt deeply and passionately

To love is to be a passionate force of action. A joyful exuberance of being

It is the celebration and creation of all that is good and whole

It Demands. It wills. It is .True
The narrow path through dichotomy 
The key to paradox

Living is about choices. But Loving is about making the choice true.

You are here and now. Not to suffer or for pleasure. But because you Love. That these may come and are endured is that the Light may shine in all and within all . That no place be slaved to dark . That all may be balanced and all be redeemed .Your life may grant you karma, but with light and knowledge in love you will bring  Dharma and in this way light the dark.

On life; The rituals are just a shield. And most of life is Ritual.

The rituals may protect or they may imprison.

Of more use is knowledge and awareness.

And regaining the truth of Your self 

Reclaim your right to be a unique creation
To be yourself without fear 
seek the courage to live as your spirit moves you without need to conform


do not seek pride or acceptance as shelter
be that which is uniquely you
And your universe can be uniquely you
Dance your dance 
Sing your song
Speak your truth 
It's not rebellion . (you need not lash out unless you must !)
It's not distortion . It is speaking to, from and through the inner way that is truth and light 
and not by external coercion  or pressure or pains

It gets simpler.
 but at the beginning not easier
   for all you have known must be shed
    and all you hold dear must be stripped away
     and naked you must relearn not to be shameful
       and alone you must learn to be all
         and with all know that you are One

To do that good , and live that life i would choose if i had no fear.
To live in free will in light and love .Always.
amen

full circles

yes
where you are is who you are
and all that is ,is all we are


love is our gravity
the binder of realities
it's infinite depths revealed in creations diversity
this soul that is me
is the same as the time space i see
these faces i see
are the spirits with me
together we form the trinity of experience
in unities of divinity
in this all eternal Now



there is no time but now
no place but here
no creation without imagination

no god without limitation
Nothing to seek unless you seek to find
Nothing to want unless to know hunger
nothing to need except to discover greed

In a world without time
It is all  sublime
In a world without limits
It is all  play

When all is mirror
 AND ALL IS YOU.
all judgement is reserved
for all is Guru

----------- its all cyclical and spiral, Each path Is the Path. All ways are the way. just so long as you are aware.
Being here does not mean you are not there
and being there does not require you to leave here.just so long as you are aware.
Letting go does not mean that you do not care.
Though sometimes to love you must leave . to leave does not mean you love
It is all equal when you are one. Your power lies in knowing this then your journey has just begun

.......somewhere in the cyclical spiral that mobius built .
Life is intimate objectivity..It is being Here when you are the HERE. that is being . the distant subjective that allows you to tread lightly even as you dive deeply.
Tell your story . tell it well. For after all it is your Story. But live easy. After all it is Just a story. The best are always fun and after all you are the one who has to live it through.
Life is much like a Koan. touched most deeply by that silent  mysterious part of you .The one that allows you to be you .The nameless ones amused apprehension of THATness

...- these burning field sublime;
fall, touch, scratch , pain
that these moments are burnings seeds

just coz it rhymes
fall ,touch,scratch, pain

this is the animals epiphany
scratch , tear, feel , pain

and this is me phi me


tears , scratch , burn ,pain

but
sometimes
feel ,breeze, silk ,rain
and at other times

brusque. wheel ,move , pain

and yeah sway, its all right

after this music



we will remain

Its here
i can feel it it
smell it touch it

Merry X-mas

had the best day ever

love bubbled from family

from cherubic sisters who are fashionistas

from awesome uncles and aunties  who are willing to share a laugh and the secret of life

 from my young friends who give me acceptance and youth in return for an awkward hallo

from when dream , myth and fantasy tailgate my happy reality

It's hard to tell you what I feel when it spills over and happens all over the

place 

when all I imagine and posit finds home in this space

it's a walking dream

an unimagined place

but hey

Merry Christmas

welcome to loves embrace

Love you all!

beat down babylon

and live

listen

listen to the sun
listen to the wind
and listen to your heart beat
listen to the laughter
listen to the silence
and listen to us

hear the music
hear this moment
hear this day
hear the whispers within
and the shout without
hear
this
here now
 hear Me

that heaven was prepared for us.
that nothing exists.. but for us
that this paradise ..
It is for us
to entice us to stay
"come away, come away"

I dance to shatter
these laws that says i should sleep.

weary road 2010

I plead my cause
I scream for a cause
When I started this road
I had no Idea of the weight of "Alone"
The burden of truth
Of experience untempered
undiluted

un attached
all one

truly my insanity knows no bounds

turns out that hell is the spaces in between .
the time between choices


it exists right before goodbye
and the fear that precedes hallo


with each declaration I,m left empty
used but not useful


I,m scared to let go .
yet each crisis proves i must
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if i was to write about this moment
i would say how sublime it was
i would talk about its mystickal connection and how alive it makes me feel
if i was to show you this moment I would hold you close and whisper it in your ear
let the molten magma of my soul engulf you very being
i would speak of cosmic poetry and human desires
of journeys taken in warm sapphire
of liquid light and time lapse desire
i would talk of the you that is I

Life

LIFE

Life is what happens to you in the process of achieving death. This brief interlude is filled with merriment ,pranks and hairy schemes that are only funny to the observers . There is no cure . And this condition is unfortunately deemed terminal(a prank in its own right)

ACROBATICS

This is a condition innate to married men. No one quite knows why it happens but it does Get you out of "Foot in Mouth "which personally I Think is the most acrobatic thing you can do (research pending.)

BOUNCING BABIES)

It is in the humble opinion of this researcher that there may be some truth to this puzzling phenomenon .In truth I had despaired of proving this phenomenon until baby #23.
Now if these kind gentlemen would take these constricting white jackets off .I would have a much more definite answer

CATS
The rulers of the universe seem to have it good in this culture.
The populace is well trained and even a hint of rebellion is quashed by their secret police (Harsh but Brutal) PETA

DOGS
Good eating in any verse

ETERNITY

Apparently, control on eternity is not just in the purview of one organization in this verse. . Unlike most, eternity is shared equally between the DMV and evangelist sermons


FISH

Are tired of having hooks in their mouth

to be continued  when i am bored  :)

play

Ok deal me back In!!

Play this moment for all its worth
Cease to pay for what is not now but was
Play again

Price paid over in endless refrain
Hurt and hurt and hurt again
 sought, asked and thought in vain
in sleep awake and in awakening weep

walk and walk till bone breaks concrete
Steep, Steep. the road is so steep
no succour no rest just weary feet
Sun burns wind blisters and somehow I keep

Its dark then light then dark again
its day its night oh no not again
please just stop i cant take the pain
Just show reveal and please be clear

now here, now there,  but where
look but don't touch & never ever care
yes its true its never ever fair
get on this ride and you paid the fare

up and down around and about
yes, that's it just be devout
never doubt
But you know what?  I'm done
I'm Out

there is this song that I love to play
I have no idea what they say
its a different language
but yet it speaks to me
 much like my life
I'm dancing to a song that  I cannot understand . Yet it speaks to me
 sometimes it spills through
 sometimes I feel like I could tell you what it is
 but its easier to dance to
so I just dance
that I am this dance is the message
 that I am this feeling is my being
 that I am
 that I am
 that I am
 I cannot tell you what I mean
 but just dance with me for a while
 listen to that cosmic drumbeat
 the harmonious chords of reason
 that soul cry of creation
 that pain of becoming and knowing and finally being that which you had never dreamed possible
that all that is, is the the dance
 that all that is, is the whirling dervish of what is to come
 because you are here now
 strike the chords of desire
 let you passions roar in supperstring symmetries
 let life spill in fluid dynamic
 and let the chaos of what may be reign
till  Ecstasies abound and lovetouched spirit runs free

and..

sometimes i wake up in epiphany
sometimes  i truly see
sometimes i can read the meaning of life in the winds
find  the song in a raindrop
taste truth in  kiss a
and be redeemed by a smile

sometimes at my  look  the sun will rise
 and  prayers take form and walk 
 and sometimes
these times  are  a dream of me

sometimes  i see
 that these sometimes are forever 
that this love that i thought sneaked in,
actually belongs here
 so with wild laughter 


i reach out and touch and 
you touch
 and in dance abandon 
 confirm
that we are

For every time I have doubted
for everytime I have sought respite
for each time I thought the world was falling
and everytime that I dreamed the worst
I forgive
sorry for the bumpy ride :)

Jah Give Thanks

Most high Jah
The most gracious and everlasting
this moment that is life is your gracious commitment
That the I should exist as everything and  anything
I'n'I
ever loving and ever living
Emperor of all that is and Is all that is
Judge and Justice
Forgiveness and mercy
 The sweetness of the fruit
the taste of the salt
the laughter of the children
and the humbling of the wise
Most High
For this give I thanks and praise
In Rejoicing  and dance
For the Most Holy is I in I

awakening

the distance between you ane God is the devils playground
where Fear and self doubt play eager hosts
Draw closer then, bridge the gap
Joy love and forgiveness
Await your embrace

there is this place  for you that awaits
uneraseable
coz you are irreplacable

there is this place that awaits
hearth, home and deep  desire
is right here
right now
completion, culmination
awakening
Right now

The Word

Lord God Hearth Home Self Spirit Light, I Am.

Me Here Now Feeling  Prayer  Love Experience .

Intend Create Will Feel Experience be.

Now Abundant Creation Joy Bliss Excitement  God Home Hearth Lord.

Know See.Light. Ecstasy Gnosis Word Journey, Be feel.

Now And now and now ..

Peace begin ; Be live, Be come, be here ,be heal, be now ,be me

All spirit ,All Christ, All now in me.

spaced out

sensing a disconnet

twixt here and now

between who Is and who is living

in the cracks revealed

I see my vitality spilling in unseen waterways

 the light spilling through is shadowed by unseen clouds

Life coughed through sacred & profane  glyphs

imprisoning the moment that is I

in light bars of my own torn limbs

a maze of my entrails

spilled for me to read my destiny

written out in mud coloured parchment that looks like my skin

and most annoyingly

I find  I understand

hallo

hallo wakes up with a smile
and and a goodnight that is no longer a goodbye sleeps with a sigh
upturned lips  from dreams that sailed ships
And from this sleep that is no sleep
A light escapes the dark and shines in the great deep
awakening a truth that
 cant and wont keep

upkeep

In this life it is not so much the pursuit of truth But the living of the truth that is important. This is the only way to survive this world of maze and illusion . With one hand reach out and touch the truth and no matter the turns and twists of the maze you can relax in  the knowledge that you will never be lost .

And allow others their own journey , pay closer attention to their True intentions than to their seeming "knowledge" . Do not get lost in  the power struggle of the ego game . where proving rightness is more important ,where the argument and debate trumps the cause and light of truth.
All "cry out to God" in all  languages and in all pursuits .For the lucky few the Cry is one of awe but for most this cry is so distorted by the ***** that the cry comes out as a cry of terror, a cry of rage , a cry of anger or a cry of meaninglessness . Understand this and gently guide back . Use the tools required by  the situation not the demands of a ravenous ego demanding satisfaction of place in  the scheme of things . Give what you have to give and move on. Do not seek to take back recompense as servitude , humility or shame . And if you do, forgive yourself . We are all walking the same journey . We each have our own crosses and dark  adaptations made pre-conscious to this undertaking .
Keep to the true laughter and happy smile , shrug off shame and guilt :But not before facing them Full on with the light that is within you . Do not hide from your failings/dark adaptations .See them and move on alert to their mutations , and soon they will fade . Walk lightly and happily . Let go and let be . Do not hate you! u are here now and each day is a chance to shine and discover more light. Love this of yourself .

The true part of you . The home of your soul is Sinless, deathless and eternal. Endlessly curious and joyful. Infinitely creative and overwhelmingly generous . Go on now . Play. This game is almost at an end . The score is even . No more handicaps! Go