i made a concious choice to stop being me
I made me into something else
i cut off a limb
i hurt a particular self cause it was inneffectual when i needed it to ACT
that king of pain
The dead God
Hurt . really hurt
 then i realised that the power of any and all emotions
is I,
Ifeel
I care
Ilove
I touch
Icare
 I give a damn
and even though the the why
confounds me

I AM