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A huge chunk  of what  I write is what you think I said
 Another chunk goes to me knowing what percentage of my theory of mind connected with your soul.
 The truth will always Out .. . the actor falls out of part... Hungover ;)
What is revealed cannot help but be the truth. Its the only bandwidth of genuine communion.

What I want and have always wanted to express ;with limited vocab and bandwidth , is this:
through measurable results and first hand experiment/experience/life, I know this :
You/I exist and  therefore are the first cause of anything you/I experience.
- What you experience is based on your knowledge , conscious or unconscious of this. (yes it is possible to "know unconsciously")
- How conscious you are of your" self'  and your situational awareness is equal  to how much control/power you can exert on the experience. The more aware you are, the more control /power you have over said experience.
-what you give is what you get.
-Belief is your boundary limit.
-God only show up to reveal new paradigms of self
- God is revealed in self knowledge
 ...and if you follow this horse home you know what it will lead you to..(addendum . if you know what I mean by "God" you must love dolphins!


Truth is light .
light reveals
 and a soul recalls

What you recognize is yourself, Always . the characters in your dreams are ; you!
what you can comprehend is inevitably "You".
To perceive you  have to be ..that

Who you are is a path of light, illumination is knowing that the profane is sacred and the sacred can be realized in the profane.
that you acknowledge , fight  and are aware of evil, describes and defines it to the same extent that "good" is realized. we are the heaven we most desire placed in stark contrast to the hell we imagine
the truth is- We are what Matter means. We are the contrast and experience that is life,hence time, space and thermodynamics.
Your ability to doubt and believe is just that; An ability. your presence is the only demand of existence
Your unique point of view and unabashed courageous honesty in the face of all you see is your only purpose and reason and value it is the only merger of subject/ object you will ever encounter. It is your Soul. It is the most precious thing  that exists .

your physical reality is the heart of all that is. a circulatory system of meaning and current level of comprehension.  Trust it. care for it and respond to its alerts.

I have felt love, undefined as passionately as evil.
 I know know that angels are demons
 That  what evolves is your needs,  but who you are remembers.
If you are well there are no doctors, and if you are good there is no god and if you are bad you endure.
We are all we will ever see , humanity is connection and culture . it is the median of standards  and the medium of creation.
 the field of  dreams.
 humanity is bastard( the last fiddly bit communicates meaning only if you quit being judgmental)